Month: September 2007

  • Sleeping on a Nice Cool Day..

    Ah, here's a tale I'm sure all of us are familiar with.

    Waking up early one morning, half paralyzed underneath of warm comfy quilt with nothing planned for the day apart from a few outstanding task which can be done another day. The morning till the late afternoon was rather dull with minimal bright sunshine. Of course, the tempature was the ideal air-conditioned level.. just perfect to sleep in. So I did.

    I woke up at 8am, but decided not to hop out of bed. Instead, I slowly slipped back into my slumber.. with occasional interruptions.. you know.. waking up once in a while.. but falling back to sleep when the comfort kick in again. Man. It was so SO comfortable.

    By the time I got hungry.. it was past 3pm. Realising how unproductive my day had been, I felt like crap.

    For many of us, we often want to be in a position of comfort. We rather not be in a situation which rattles our cage and often avoid doing things which requires more responsiblity, even the social benefiting events. Our mind and body kicks in to say "no" to difficulty and avoid leaving the comfort zone. The problem is.. in doing so, we get nothing done.

    I believe the only comfort we were meant to have is the comfort in knowing that God will provide us with every need.. but whether or not God wanted us to be physically, mentally and spiritually comfortable is a whole other matter. Consider this as well, the devil is probably hoping that all us reach into a zone of comfort cause he knows we'll reluctantly leave it.

    It's never good to be too comfortable wherever we are. If you're helping out in some organisation.. the moment problems occur is when you've dwelled in comfort for too long. Not that I'm saying we should never be comfortable, but rather, we shouldn't stay idle for too long. Moment of comforts are necessary as well to recharge and prevent burn outs. But just like my illustration, you should never say in bed for too long - it makes you sick. If you have been serving some place and achieved your goals, set higher ones and never be still!

     

  • That Very Big Void in My Life

    The sound of the trumpet playing the fall-in call.

    The sounds of NCOs calling for the Boys to hurry up and other warnings.

    The sounds of metal-studed boots stampeding into the parade grounds and the whole court turning dark blue.

    The sounds of a minimum of 10 counts of push-ups, sometimes 20 or 30 depending on who's the Duty NCO.

    The sounds and smell of sweat and the roll call.

    The sounds of me bitching the Boys of the slightest imperfection in the way they stand and their improper uniform standards.

    The sounds of Boys falling out of parade and the usual commotion proceeding upstairs for praise and worship.

    The sounds of fellowship, lame jokes, seriousness, cries, laughter, bullying and the things that makes a Boy spelt with a capital "B".

    The sound inside my head telling me I'm home.

     

    Then I open my eyes to see myself writting up a 3000 word essay and a lot of other life decisions to make.

    Sigh.

  • BBQ Thanksgiving and a late night stroll at the beach

    Last Monday a few of us gathered at Pastor Ken's house for a thanksgiving BBQ for God has given us many blessings over the past week and soon we'll be allowed to set up a stall during Club and Societies day to recruit members as an OCF! Isn't He GREAT? =) So yeah, some of us.. plus a few gate crashers from Clayton (just kidding) came over for dinner. Food was great.. really thank God for Pastor Ken for opening up his house and paying for the food! Argh.. must find a way to bless him back soon. It was a moment for us to bond together in fellowship as well. There's indeed greater plans and programmes to come.. and we'll really see OCF Berwick fly. But I really thank Jon and Justin for being around during that crucial meeting with MUBS, their input really made a difference. Thanks to those from Clayton who came to help out cooking and buying the food.

    BBQ at Ps Ken's Place
    Goreng-goreng!

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    Hmm.. look at what free food can make people do.

    Watching Australia Idol
    Watching Australian Idol

    Jimmy Fettish
    Jimmy trying to hug an oversized version of Lana Krost

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    All of us having a time of fellowship..

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    Sing-along session

    OCF Berwick's BBQ at Pastor Ken's House
    From left: Pastor Ken and wife, Claire, Linda, (1st row) Valery, Ivie, Steven Ling, Jared, Jon Raj (2nd row from left) Nic Lee, Jimmy Law, Bryan, Andrew and ME

    After the BBQ some of us headed down to the beach.. and remember the name.. but it was the place where they had last years OCF Clayton thanksgiving. Hehe, some jakun bunch going down to the beach so late at night.. nvm the darkness.. it was darn cold!  

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    Night beach

  • My Bicycle Fast

    For the two weeks prior to OCF Claytons Leaders Retreat I was fasting from using my bicycle. From an 8 minute ride, it became a 15 minute stroll.. sometimes longer depending on how early I wake up in time to catch the bus. On the way back, the bike allows me to reach home in just 3 minutes (cause it's downhill) while the walk is same as before, 15 minutes. Since I was fasting, an act of sacrifice to God, not using the bike made me think of Him. Along the walk to uni, I'd often talk to Him.. sometimes praying.. sometimes singing praise. Lately, God has been responding to me more than I had before I got to Australia, so something happened out of this fast. Here's what I got from the 2 weeks of bikelessness.

    The slow pace allowed me to spend more time with God. I say this now because with the bike I hardly have time to ponder upon anything happening around me cause the ride home is faster and task orientated. On the bike I'm so focused on getting home I forget about what is more important.

    Sound's like life.

    I think sometimes we focus on life so much that we forget about God. It'll be sad if there'll be a time in all of our lifes, namely the time between university and retirement when life will be fast paced - a time when we're quite vulnerable and could easily forget about God (i'm referring to job types matching our common degree titles).

    So we wonder, what are we studying for? To get a degree to improve our chances out there in the working world? What happens when we do get to the working world? Will we be stuck to a hellish unending routine which basically takes us apart from God? How many people do you know in the corperate world which are able to maintain a Holy Spiritual walk like they did when were still undergrads? Why isn't there a CF in each organisation?

    It's a sadder fact, knowing where we're going and accepting it as happen.. whether we realise it or not.

    But boy, what a joy it was in those two weeks to be walking with God.. a nice slow.. stressless stroll hand in hand with Jesus. Something a fast life usually can't give..

    I rather be a farmer.

  • It's Here!

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    and we're..... BACK IN DA GAME!

    wahoo! My laptop adapter's here! No more crappy overnight drama's in the com lab! Praise God!

     

    Testimony behind the Adapter

    Actually I was at the point where I was already not expecting the adapter to come. Fujitsu ignored three of my email reminders. Then suddenly the thought of something I read through my devotions popped through my mind - "Ask and you shall receive..".. "you can even move mountains with prayer..".. and Jon's sharing during the retreat on how he got his money by asking and believing in it. On Tuesday morning, I woke up.. stoned.. just wallowing over the inconvenience I had for over the past month. Remembering those things, I just told God..  I really need that adapter. And I believed it. So much that I skipped lecture cause I know the postman will be knocking on my door. Moment before deciding to dose back to sleep.. in the next view of consciousness.. Yit Juan was talking with someone at the door. It was the postman with a huge package for me =). Praise God!

    Interestingly, later that night during Urban Life, Peggen spoke about how we should just ask for what we want cause we know our God can fulfill it. I took her sharing as God's way of confirming what has happened.

    So ask and believe.. cause our God is real.

  • OCF Clayton Leaders Retreat 2007

    Arghh.. I'm too tired and sleepy to write a long essay this time around.. but basically I had a great time of fun and fellowship during leaders retreat. 

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    Masak-masak!

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    Pool was one of the games we played alot. I wasn't able to beat Jon over several rounds.. though there were many close calls. LUCK LA!

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    Charlene.. my quality control officer

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    All of us chilling.. er.. no.. getting warmth at the campfire

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    The dudes doing D's in the snows of Lake Mountain

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    Ivie's Car which I drove.. plus two posers =P

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    OCF Clayton LTC 2007 Attendee's!

    During the retreat, my 3rd KL guys back home were also having their leaders retreat. I called (or rather Sir Chai called me) and put me on speaker phone. I wanted to say hi and encourage the NCOs to step up.. dunno how well that went though.. as I was quite mind-blanked. Was still nice to hear their voices (though the 3G didn't work).

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