Okay blog. MSN's grounded for the next few weeks. You have a job to do cause you have to replace an odd 30 or so friends and colleagues I often communicate and connect with throughou the week. That includes all of the rants, friendship, sharing and other gay crap I'm good for. Don't worry, Facebook will be your quarter back and hopefull the ball doesn't reach that far back.

Bring out that lonerism that used to be in me on this pseudo-cyber reality. Hopefully my actual reality will be more enriched. Hopefully..

This has been the crappiest week I had in a long long time.

Lost 45 bucks. Must've feel off somewhere when I was rushing at work. 
Monash account got suspended (BitComet was accidentally on when I used my laptop).
My boss hasn't paid me for the THIRD round (6 weeks worth, excluding 13.5 hours he missed out on another occasion).
And other things too personal to mention.

I'm not usually the type that bitches about my loss and pains, but this week.. it's just been too much to take. Sigh.

I choose to stand for You no matter how crappy things may be and no matter how I feel. Help me stay focused and grounded in faith.

Creation – Are events which didn’t exist before “now” and is continuous dynamic process.

If that is “creation” then the act of creation are causal events which lead to a “yet-to-exist event” to unfold.

We can create things simply through thoughts, to actions, be it subtle or extreme. It may be as subtle as a simple smile that creates a sense of warmth from the person receiving the smile and satisfaction for the one sending it, among other created stimulus. Dynamic forms of creation, in its literal form, can be artistic designs where the act of mixing colours, brush types and the inspirations from the artist leading up to art piece – which in itself creates awe and wonder among those who view it (assuming it’s a good piece of artwork).

People often relate acts of creation to new things like inventions, making something and other forms of creation. One needs to realize that creation is not restricted to the new, but to the old as well. Every event is a consequence of another and can affect other multiple events directly and indirectly.

Even destroying, can lead to creating something new. Reflections to the past produces new thoughts and consequence actions for the future. A thought and fresh perspective can create something new in the past.

The concept of causality (cause and effect) can be applied here as acts leading to creation is the result of a certain event – even if the “event” “does not happen”. Therefore, is most respects the act of creation is everything we do (and do not do) and everything that happens (and does not happen) – everything.

Creation is an axiom of events which makes up and defines life.

Acts of creation is life itself.

Observation

The grand master of creation – God. All events and actions are mediated by Him, cause He is the only one ablet to oversee "everything". It’s a complicated process (like duh) no human can trace completely and can only be in controlled by the ONE.

"You stood before creation
Eternity in Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand"
- Verse 1, The Stand by Hillsong