February 18, 2009
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One More Time
Another round away from home. This time I get this feeling of "I don't know why". Unlike the past two years it was about a degree and finding a greater meaning in life. It feels some what out of place being back in Melbourne again after the past 3 weeks at home. How long can I stay away this time? I don't even want to know.My 3 weeks back home felt like I was back in reality. Awake from the 2 year dream that was Melbourne. Leaving home in great reluctance for at least another year.. felt like I was going back to sleep again when I should be awake and kicking.
Once again, I'll be waiting on the Lord to show me what He has in store this year, in Melbourne, in life. More uncertainties this year than the last. More unknowns the year after. I used to say this is all just part of the fun. I hope I'm still right. Only God knows. It will only work out when we surrender.
Despite all the uncertainties, there is one thing I do know. God is in control.
And I miss home =(
